Back to school.

It was most definitely a rotten day.
Mostly because as I woke up this morning to the sound of my alarm, I realized I was no longer on break and instead forced to return to school.

My break had been so relaxing. I was honestly dreading the return to school.

I spent most of the first weekend and christmas with family, eating too much food, exchanging gifts, watching cheesy christmas movies, and playing in the snow. The rest of the week I was lazy in the mornings and in the afternoon I helped my dad in the shop as I tried to work off my ‘florida’ debt.

This past weekend my sister came home! Her and her fiance stayed from Friday night to Tuesday afternoon, and we spent most of our times playing board & card games, a personal family favorite, and just talking. On Sunday we actually went shopping and my sister found her wedding dress, and me and my other sister found our bridesmaid dresses. I’m really excited for the wedding even if it is going to be complete chaos.

Monday was New Years Eve, and just like every new years I invite some girls over for some ’slumber party’ type fun. I’m a goody-goody, through and through, and I’m really not that impressed with drinking, at all. So me and my friends usually just hang out have like a ‘girls’ night. Except two of my friends had to be retarded and came but ditched me for a party where they both got drunk and ended up in the ditch. They weren’t hurt, but they were wasted and retarded. It’s bad enough that they ditched me for drinking, and then was rude to my family when my parents asked where they were going, but then they go crash their car and get wasted. wow. winners.

My break was awesome, besides that.

I guess I’m just really not impressed with drinking right now. I don’t drink, ever, and I don’t plan to for a really long time, because I’ve seen the things it does to my friends, what can happen, and the results of it, and I just don’t think it’s something I want to do. I don’t care if my friends do it, if their responsible about it, but I guess it’s hard when your from a small town and EVERYONE does it and your just one of the rare few who makes the decision not to.

I still have alot of friends and I get along with everyone, but I know it’ll be a matter of time before I’m the ONLY one not getting into that stuff, and that’s when it’s going to suck.

Which is why I’m kind of considering Post Seconday Option right now. Just because I don’t believe the whole ‘high school scene’ is for me. I really don’t know, and it’s just so up in the air right now, but it’s definitley on my mind.

So back to school…..the day was long. The clocks were going backwards and I had to deal with a horrible teacher that I really can’t stand. Next year I’ll be able to take an online course and avoid her, but for the rest of the year I have to endure her and her antics. For example: she relates EVERYTHING as if we need it carefully explained to us like were five. I hate when people talk down to me, and she does it 24/ freakin 7.

Soooo I’m getting tired of typing and besides my break and my first day back, I don’t have much else to say. Hope everyones holidays were swell & hopefully [key word] I remember to write soon.

Lots of Love,
~thedreamergirl~

 by the way. thanks landon for reminding me to write some more.

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